vineri, 25 iunie 2010

Missing you...


Each and every person has to achieve a mission on Earth. You have achived your mission more than enough ….I could get huge help from you My Beautiful Angel… who, lightened my life, my heart and my mind.

But, at that moment, a week ago , you My Angel choose to go in heaven and my heart stayed in place ... I could hardly get down the stairs .... shaking all over … I didn’t know what to do anymore ... and I don’t know if I realize what happened to me ... all I know is that even today I don’t know what to do without you... I didn’t feel  this way in  my entire life …Empty, empty soul…. 

I will never forget that you were My Guardian Angel all my life ...and I don’t know how to Thank You ..... I don’t understand why do you want to go away... because you're everything to me ....When I met you for the first time I learned to smile, to hope,to forgive..I felt protected in your arms each day of my entire life and even now... You defend and took care of me..and when I was scared you given me courage to smile...
Ok, I will be fine, becouse you want me to be like that...and you'll be near me...only If I could ask the stars to write..in the sky...how much I Love You....

Why, why did you choose that? You know sometimes I get home from work, or town, and for some reason I yell "Mom!?" like I used to when I got home to tell you about my day....But when I hear no answer I feel worse and worse. I keep shouting out for you..several minutes sometimes. I don't understand why all this happened to me, but in some ways I feel like I deserved it, because I haven't always known that “Every time you say you don't believe in fairies, a fairy dies."
Miss You My Beautiful Fairy - Angel !!!!! ♥♥♥

27 comments:

Anonim spunea...

Sorry for your loss Dyeve. I didn't write this, but I thought you may like it.


It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smiling down
Watching us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time

Cee on 25 iunie 2010, 19:58 spunea...

I am so sorry to hear that Dyeve.
Losing someone would never be easy, especially if it has to be your mom.
But you have a reason to cheer up because she's in good hands now.

My prayers are with you...

EVERY THOUGHT COUNTS

Dyeve on 26 iunie 2010, 11:42 spunea...

@FreakSmack
Thank you from the heart, of course I like it...<3<3<3

These lyrics are great and wonderful and went straight into my heart. Really need them. :)

God bless your entire life!

XO

Dyeve on 26 iunie 2010, 11:44 spunea...

@Cee

Thank you dear from my heart. I know that you understand me, a lot.

You're a sweet woman like all the time.<3<3<3

God bless you too and your child and family!

XO

Count Sneaky on 26 iunie 2010, 18:37 spunea...

Your loss is, in a way, our loss also. We are all diminished by the death of one so loved. My mother died at the age of 96 a few short years ago. My brother and I sat with her after she died for more than an hour without talking and with no one else present. I do believe that she knew how much she was loved even though we were both not very good at expressing it over the many long years we were with her.

Will on 26 iunie 2010, 18:44 spunea...

Hi Dyeve.
I wish there were words to take away the feeling off loss,but there none.If there were no pain then our parents would have failed as parents.
Although they may no longer be there physically, in our hearts and minds they are forever.Everything of great value is fragile.
From Will and every one here at MFS.

Anonim spunea...

i'm sorry to hear about your recent loss Dy, be strong and stay strong, love you as always, Hans

Anonim spunea...

Dyeve, I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers.

Learning_Tux on 29 iunie 2010, 21:32 spunea...

Hi dyeve ,
mothers are angels, who will be with us always. Physically or mentally because of every thing that they do and teach us.
Stay strong am sure your mother will smile from heaven looking at her strong girl.

take care

Anderson Wasser on 30 iunie 2010, 04:31 spunea...

I feel for your mother. I know the pain of the departure of a loved one - I lost my dad when I was 17. But we overcome, and I'm sure she will be far happier where she is now if you overcome the sadness. Moreover, sooner or later we all will find ourselves over there ... even

Sinto pela sua mãe. Sei como é a dor da partida de um ente querido - perdí meu pai quando tinha 17 anos. Mas a gente supera, e tenho certeza que ela estará bem mais contente onde está se você superar a tristeza. Além do mais, mais cedo ou mais tarde vamos todos nos encontrar do lado de lá mesmo...

Laszlo on 30 iunie 2010, 12:00 spunea...

I-mi pare sincer rau..Condoleante..Acum'am citit numai..

Joanne G. Apat on 1 iulie 2010, 06:57 spunea...

I'm sorry for your loss Dyeve! My prayers are with you. ***HUGS***

Dyeve on 1 iulie 2010, 15:40 spunea...

@ Joanne G.Apat @ Laszlo @

Thank you from my heart.

XO

Dyeve on 1 iulie 2010, 15:43 spunea...

@Anderson Wasser

Muito obrigado, aprecio isso. <3

Tudo de bom!

XO

Dyeve on 1 iulie 2010, 15:44 spunea...

@Learning Tux

It is true. Thanks a lot. I'll try.:)
All the best in your life!
Xo

Dyeve on 1 iulie 2010, 15:45 spunea...

@Jay me

Thank you very much. I appreciate your gesture.<3
Be blessed!
XO

Dyeve on 1 iulie 2010, 15:47 spunea...

@theBluesMan

Thank you. I know you were always with me, and you have beautiful thoughts for me all the time.

All the best!

Xo

Dyeve on 1 iulie 2010, 15:48 spunea...

@Will

I know that what you say comes from your heart and I thank you very much.

Be bleesed in your life!

XO

Dyeve on 1 iulie 2010, 15:51 spunea...

@Count Sneaky

I accept the fact that she's gone from her time on this earth. There are no "do overs". It is important to face the fact that I am still here and whether I like it or not the world still goes round. But, let's face it when we are born no one gives us a handbook to tell us when these things would happen...and this makes me angry.

Thanks a lot from my heart!
XO

AGAPI Studios on 2 iulie 2010, 11:15 spunea...

great post ... How did I not get here soon.

Dyeve on 2 iulie 2010, 13:05 spunea...

@AGAPI Studios

Thank you. <3
You're are welcome anytime, it's never to late. :)

XO

Ram Bansal, the Theosoph on 3 iulie 2010, 22:50 spunea...

Yes, the angel loved you, and you suffered a great loss. But you are destined to live with love from others, including me. I am always with you, my dear Dyeve.

Dyeve on 4 iulie 2010, 12:19 spunea...

@Ram Bansal, the Theosoph
Thank you from my heart. You are a kind person with a great heart, I know it that from the start. :)

God bless your life and all your ways!

XO

Anonim spunea...

Dyeve, I am so sorry for your loss, take comfort in knowing your mother nurtured one very special daughter and she will always be with you in spirit. Every time you feel a breeze touch your cheek, know that it is her and you are not alone.
Smiles and blessings.

Dyeve on 12 iulie 2010, 19:02 spunea...

@Julliana Matthews

Thank you for sharing your beautiful and magic words about my loss and my deep feelings, them touched my heart.
God bless you!

XO

Melody on 9 septembrie 2011, 00:22 spunea...

I'm sorry for your loss, too, Dyeve. Like you I wrote about my mom. http://pacificmelody.wordpress.com/2011/02/16/memories-of-my-mother/ And like you, I miss her. Mothers are the most influential figures in our lives.

Dyeve on 9 septembrie 2011, 12:54 spunea...

@Melody
http://pacificmelody.wordpress.com/

Thank you, sweeti! <3
t's been 14 months now since my Mom Passed... Still Having a very Hard time with it , as the Holidays are coming soon.. and everyday I look at her Pic and say...

MOM I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU VERY MUCH

Thanks for Taking time to read this Hard Put in my life <3

 

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